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01 December 2010 @ 10:18 pm
I deserve an explanation  
Is the story beginning again? Megan dated, broke up, deleted her facebook, undeleted it... but removed me from her friends and left Pete on there. WTF? The only thing that makes sense is that she saw the comments I left on Jared's page, which aren't even bad! I told him that she has a history of overreacting, and I've seen her go through stuff like this before (ie: pete's brother). I wrote that to him as a way to say, "Hey, don't beat yourself up over this!" As any story goes, there are usually 2 different versions because each individual will tell it how they saw it. If you were an outsider watching, you're story would be different from both of theirs. I always keep this in mind when I'm hearing my friends tell me their problems. But unfortunately, I am one of the few. That was a tangent... the point here is that I don't understand any of this. Whatever is going on, it's kinda hurtful. I want to message her or try to ask her what's up, but I just don't want to deal with some rant about me being a terrible friend. Fuck that. I am a great friend to her. I listen to her, I take her home when we've been out so she doesn't have to take transit, I do favors for her... I've attempted setting her up with someone at a time when she was complaining about being single... I have stood up for her in various online battles/arguments... I could go on. So every time she pulls shit like this, it hurts. Why is she so quick to throw me off the bus? Do I mean so little to her? Grrr. And she can't even say anything to me, or tell me if she is upset about something. I have to just randomly notice that I am not her friend anymore. And the fact that she still has Pete as a friend makes this a lower blow. I'm sorry, but Pete and I come as a pair. You can't have one without the other. Oh you say you've done some Christmas shopping and got something for Pete? He doesn't want it. He won't want anything from you, friendship included, if this is how it it's going to be.

Blah.

It always blows over. But how many times will the people she does this to be ready to pick things back up?

I'm upset over this. These opinions will change... ?
 
 
 
Christy Smedberghey_jude_04 on December 2nd, 2010 02:02 pm (UTC)
I don't think she's that upset with you cus you definatly would have heard something. (gosiping is another one of her bad habits too.) I don't understand why she goes through these phases of deleting her closest freinds either. All I've been able to tell is that it happens around the same time she's dealing with alot of personal drama. All I can sugest is to simply ask her what's wrong.