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12 March 2011 @ 09:15 pm
If I had a hunger for brains, I could be medically classified as a zombie  
So I was a zombie at work due to lack of sleep the last few nights (despite going to bed way early!) and I got talked to about how I looked like I didn't want to be there... WTF. Hey guess what, I'M FUCKING EXHAUSTED because you have me working early in the morning all weekend long and I'm not used to it! A major flip-flop in the schedule is hard to adjust to, assholes. And they just would not accept the fact that I am tired beyond belief. I'm trying my hardest to keep moving, but there's only so much caffeine I can consume safely! I'm being responsible and not going out, I'm getting myself into bed early and trying to take sleep aids... but there's only so much I can do! If you want me to be my usual chipper, energetic self you need to stop scheduling me at 6 am. Each consecutive day I have to do this gets harder and harder to do. I'm primarily a night shift, so it shouldn't be such a fucking surprise that I'M TIRED AS FUCK. How about this... the next time someone takes a damned vacation, you find someone else to come in at 6 am 5 days in a row. Problem solved! Didn't take a fucking genius to solve that one! Until then, why don't you quit you're fucking bitchin' and accept that I'm exhausted because of your fucked up scheduling. I'm so tired at work that I'm constantly dizzy and my vision occasionally goes blurry. How I am driving myself home, I will never know.You'd think I'd be able to take a nap after work with how tired I am, but that doesn't happen. I tried... but failed horribly.

They even suggested I go see a doctor... seriously! My problem is not medical! My problem is you. So if I go to a doctor and tell him what happened... do you think he'll write me a note that says, "Do not schedule more than 2 early morning shifts in a row, otherwise you put the employees health at risk?" Mother fuckers. I wouldn't be able to take sleeping pills anyway because I can't swallow pills, and I'm already prone to walking/talking in my sleep, so I'd hate to think what would happen if I had a prescription sleep aid with sleep walking as a side affect...Anyway, I'm off to bed at 9 pm... the earliest I have EVER gone to bed in my entire life. See, I really am trying! Heres to hoping I am better rested for tomorrow and the next day. Stupid fucking daylight savings can suck a fat one, BTW.
 
 
I'm feeling...: exhaustedexhausted
 
 
 
yasifool on April 8th, 2011 08:48 am (UTC)
Good
Excellent post I must say.. Simple but yet interesting and engaging.. Keep up the awesome work!

melvaycoq on October 31st, 2011 02:08 pm (UTC)
Great writing! I want you to follow up to this topic!?!