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08 December 2004 @ 01:11 pm
Chillin at Clark. Watched Laurel while Jake took a final. Soon we will go to Whosong and Larry's for lunch and stuff, then it's off to work for me.

Still haven't said anything about the no-affection thing. Nothing's changed though. It's hard because I want to say something, but just can't. I need to will myself to do it. In the back of my mind I'm wondering if he's just waiting for me to make some sort of move, but now it just seems like it would be awkward.

I had a dream last night that he wrote me a note. And it said that he had cheated on me or whatever... I got so angry that I ran charging like I was going to kill him. Then it morphed into something else that I dont' remember now. It was a weird dream. But I know he wouldn't do that.

Anyways, I may or may not be online until Jan 3rd, when winter quarter starts... so if you want to get a hold of me, call my cell phone, or send me a text through LJ or something. Ciao.
I'm feeling...: confusedconfused