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30 September 2005 @ 02:04 am
where are all these tiny spiders coming from!!!!  
I just came out of a weird obsessive mood. Very very occasionally, I get these moods... I don't know why. But I find myself cruising journal archives for no reason except boredom, but then I just keep going and going and going.... I finally stopped because my back was hurting from the position I was sitting in... and cause I just really needed to stop. I never tell anyone about these obsessive moments I have... I only have them when I'm left alone with nothing to do... but what am I supposed to do? I'm kinda tired of watching the same shows on tv every night before I go to sleep. I used to stay out late and do lots of fun things.... I haven't really been drunk since before I turned 21 (only buzzed). Is that weird? I never get the chance. Sure I go to bars and order drinks at restaurants, but I want to get drunk. I want to get drunk and have sex with my boyfriend. I want us to use my whip. I... am going to talk about something else now.

It's almost 2 am, I should go to bed soon so I can wake up and watch my morning shows before work... and shower and stuff. I need to get my bill from my Oma's but I'm working thru monday... I need to mail my payment! This wouldn't be a problem if those bastards has just mailed it when they normally do. It's never come this late before.... and it's my last payment. I'm going to fuck it all up on my last payment.... There's no time to go before work, and after work it's too late at night. grrr....

I have next saturday off work. I actually have a saturday off and I didn't even ask for it. This is awesome. I thought I wouldn't have that for a couple more months at least... but next weekend is the only weekend that neither Dayz or Donna have requested off. Maybe I'll use this as an opportunity to go visit my dad. And maybe Nathan would want to come too...? That would be nice, cause if he doesn't, then I probably won't get to see him that day at all... and that's a whole that we could spend together that neither of us has to work. That never happens! Well, it could have happen the other day, but he decided to play World of Warcraft all day. Yay... *sarcasm* Oh well... I have tv where others have computer games. But god, tv can get soooo boring sometimes. I want to actually go and do something, hang out with friends more often. Why can't we go and hang out with people? I want to go to Blind Onion with Stacy and Tony and Keith... that was always fun. Maybe we can all make cookies again this year? If it hasn't gotten too lame or anything by now. I know we'll never top the cookies we made the first time... god that was hilarious!

I need to make doctors appointments! I need to see the dentist and the gynocologist most importantly... I have to before I can get my shot again, and I need my shot... there will be no baby Heathers around for quite a while, I must make sure of that.

I.... must go to bed before I go crazy. Goddamn I'm hungry and there's nothing to eat.... all I have is a yogurt. I'm tired...
I'm feeling...: restlessrestless
Jenladylaera on September 30th, 2005 07:58 pm (UTC)
I do the same thing!! Cruising thru old journal archives.. whether it be mine or a friends or anyone for that matter!

Stacymeebeeleevcu on September 30th, 2005 11:29 pm (UTC)
hello, i saw that you commented on heathers journal and on Jen Bush's journal and u mentioned that you work for Yahoo. I was wondering what you did there? and if you have any job connections (wink wink) maybe for my boyfriend. :)
Jenladylaera on October 1st, 2005 12:56 am (UTC)
Yeah I work at Yahoo! and I love it. I've been there 7 weeks now, and it's great. It's all email support, no phones. I'm a Tier 3 tech mail specialist, and I get $11 an hour. You can message me on AIM if you'd like "ladylaera" and I can give you some more info.

I'd love to help.

Plus I'd get a referral bonus of $1500 if he was hired. lol :) Which I'd also kick some money down for thanks. Anyways, yeah just msg me!
Heather Joneszerocoolphreak on October 1st, 2005 04:24 am (UTC)
man, I'm almost tempted... don't you get free internet at home? I know the vending machines are free, that it awesome... do you need experience or have to know things beforehand?
Jenladylaera on October 1st, 2005 06:17 am (UTC)
yeah free internet Yahoo! DSL after 90 days. You just need basic computer skills and have the ability to work well with others, it's REALLY great. I know I say that alot.. but it -really- is.