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12 April 2008 @ 08:16 pm
Everybody has a green monster inside them  
So Nathan decided to start playing the jealous boyfriend role. He has no problem with me spending time out with Chris, just as long as I don't go to some specific places. I told him that Chris and I stopped at Washington Park and the rose gardens and I apparently struck the wrong cord. Nathan said that was his place, his romantic destination to take people to. I didn't quite understand this. We went there once in the three years we've been together. I didn't know that it held that much significance. Sure, we had a nice time together in that one time we were there, but I didn't think it was exclusively ours... especially if he says he took his ex there before. All I can say is relax, I'm not out on a romantic date picnicing in the park (though I would like to have a real picnic sometime this summer or spring complete with blanket and picnic basket, maybe some wine... no ants please!). I was unaware that the rose gardens could be considered "our place" or anything like that. And he isn't jealous about me being out with another guy at all. I think it's weird that he would be jealous only of our location. It's just weird in general, him suddenly getting jealous. I won't even try to lie by saying I don't get jealous. I do get jealous, and I have had good reasons to be jealous... and it's a struggle I have to deal with. I don't really think I did anything wrong.

Things just aren't good lately. No more keeping it in. Pleasant yes, but we are still on a steep hike towards good.
I'm feeling...: pessimisticpessimistic
Nathannatetheoriginal on April 14th, 2008 01:47 am (UTC)
Like I said to you before. I don't really care what you do, and I don't expect you to always know what's going to hurt my feelings. Just know that it did hurt my feelings.... but it probably shouldn't, and I'll get over it. Please do whatever you want.