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29 April 2008 @ 06:52 pm
I felt like listening to the song "Silently Screaming" by Serial Joe... Is that what I'm doing? Silently screaming to myself. One side of me screams that I'm an idiot and I miss him, the other side of me screams that I need this... I need distance. But I don't want distance. I want stability. No mood swings making me cry. Some control. So many things... I wish I could just sort myself out and piece everything back together. I want to be there for you... I want to put you back together. Just give me time...
I'm feeling...: crappycrappy
Nathannatetheoriginal on April 30th, 2008 05:40 am (UTC)
We'll see how things go. I might need some time too... I'm heart broken, but I haven't lost my self respect yet. Either way I'll be ok... but I think I'd like to be more than ok.... I'm sure we'll get a chance to talk about it more down the road.