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06 November 2008 @ 07:03 am
The list - Are you on it?  
You know those icons floating around LJ, the ones that say "LiveJournal - We know drama"? I want one that turns into "Myspace - The drama will follow you." :-P Apparently it's truce time, though the so-called "war" never should have even happened..... now it's time for Heather's thoughts. Uncensored.

Jen Z - You had no right. Just because the two of you are fucking, doesn't mean you can just attack me. What do you even know about the last year of mine and Nathan's relationship? Oh, just the things he has told you since we broke up? You mean the angry hurtful things he is probably saying about me to you? Yeeeaaahhh.... that's right. You guys deserve each other. I always knew I was the only thing standing in your way. I'm still open to continue communication with you, and I don't hate you... but you did piss me off. Do me a favor and JUST STAY OUT OF IT. Unless it specifically involves you, it is all between Nathan and I (and no one else).

Nathan - WTF? You sick your new/old fucktoy on me? For what? Oh, to give me anxiety problems that make it difficult for me to function at work? I couldn't breathe very well and my heart would not stop racing... all because I had to deal with you and your whorde (spelled with a 'w' on purpose, get the joke?) in an online battle. What is the fucking point?!? You give me health problems that I would rather not have. I have kept myself censored on here just so it wouldn't start any problems... the mushroom post was not intended for your eyes, I removed you from the filter, but seem to have forgotten to remove your music journal from it. Whatever, deal with it. You were the one prying, and did it make you happy? No more censoring from my end. I'm "purging" my censorship, so to speak. I am not trying to rub anything in your face. It's my journal, I should be able to talk about my life. My life is good right now, so that's what your going to see. And yes, we can be friends, but I think we should either wait a bit, or just take it very slow. Also, I would like my hookah and polka dot dishes and can you check the bottom shelf part of the coffee table for Sailor Moon vol 2? I admit I haven't gotten through the whole bag of stuff, but I haven't seen it yet and I am pretty sure you probably missed it 'cause I don't think you knew that it was hiding under the coffee table..... and I think I will be giving the candle stuff to Jacy and you can get it from her or Kris... I am almost done with Speaker for the Dead, so whenever you want that back... and let me know when your brother is done with the 2nd Twilight book.

Megan - I see the part where you meant well in your comment... but I don't think it did anybody any good. I never compared Nathan to excrement, and never intended to. You can purge many things, you know. Like you could purge air from an oxygen tank, as an example. I think you were the only one comparing him to excrement, though I know you don't think that and definitely did not intend to do so.

Alex - You are the only one who is totally neutral. You truly do not choose sides and that rocks. I know that when you talk to us individually, you can identify with our points and agree to some extent, but you don't discriminate. Also, hanging out tonight was awesome, we must do more of this! How long has it been since we just drove around listening to music??? Reminds me of when we met!

Jen (my jen) - Much love to you! You are an awesome friend and I can't wait to see you Saturday night!!

Ethan - I enjoyed your articulate and supportive comment!

Stephanie - I <3ed your comment. I agree, my sin is only that I have a developed vocabulary. Smart Heather FTW!

Brian O - I heard a rumor that there's going to be a Thundercats movie! And thanks for the comment, too! We should hang out some time and watch cartoons.

Big Matt - Thank you for the support in both Myspace and LJ!

Derek - Journalism FTW!

Nathan & Jen Z. both - Woooooooow.... I so knew that was going to happen. hahahahahahahahaha LAWL I cannot tell you how amused I am at the news of you two. It's pretty f-ing funny, to tell you the truth! Like I said above, I always knew I was the only thing standing in your way. Best of luck, I guess?

Jared - I will not quit LJ! :-P No wai. <3

Time for bed now.
I'm feeling...: crazycrazy
Heather Joneszerocoolphreak on November 7th, 2008 07:31 am (UTC)
Re: oh good grief.
It comes from the mouth of Nathan that you have chosen his side entirely in all of this. And I never cheated on Nathan with Jared. Jared did not hook up until after. Yes, we flirted, but the rest was innocent. Oh and guess what, Nathan and I are friends now. We saw each other today and had a great conversation and even talked very openly to each other about our "new loves" as you say. He made it clear to me that you were his friend.

Also, did you not see that it was Jen and Nathan that attacked me??? Actually, it was all Nathan because he made Jen do that. He knew what he was getting into. He knew that when attacked, Heather does not take it lightly. I am a quick draw with my words and I don't give up easily. HE KNEW THAT when he told Jen to attack me. Your quick jump into "Nathan is right about everything, Heather sucks" shows me that maybe you aren't as good a friend as I once thought you were. And EVERYONE took what I meant with the word "purging" in entirely the wrong context. And he was quick to jump into a new thing with Jen as well, so how am I the only bad guy? If your friends with both of us, you need to actually be friends with both of us. Remember, I may have moved on fast, but Nathan was the one who cheated on me repeatedly and always lied to me. I know I was no picnic for him, but I definitely did not deserve to be hurt in all the ways he hurt me over the years.

Also, Jen and I are talking and on good terms, FYI.
thenextaudrey on November 7th, 2008 07:41 am (UTC)
Re: oh good grief.

Okay, first of all, i guess i don't really understand your tone here??

anyhow, how you relate to other people doesn't really affect what i think of what happened. so i'm not sure why you're bringing that up? i didn't ever say you suck and that nathan is right about everything. i don't believe i ever said you were the bad guy.

you know what? the responses really frustrate me and make me wonder a little why i'm putting forth the effort here.

you know, jen and nathan have more history with you and are much more tolerant of your childish rants than i am.

your tone and intent are clear here heather.

message received loud and clear.

i'm out of this drama.

Heather Joneszerocoolphreak on November 7th, 2008 07:52 am (UTC)
clarification time I guess
Well I'm sorry that Nathan had to inform me that you were 100% on his side. Maybe Nathan is a bad messenger... it wouldn't be the first time he has done something like that. I took what he said as a hint that you are more his friend than mine. It actually shocked me a bit too. You shouldn't be choosing sides when you're friends with us both. I'm sure I overreacted, but the thought still lies with you being Nathan's friend over mine.