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06 November 2008 @ 07:03 am
The list - Are you on it?  
You know those icons floating around LJ, the ones that say "LiveJournal - We know drama"? I want one that turns into "Myspace - The drama will follow you." :-P Apparently it's truce time, though the so-called "war" never should have even happened..... now it's time for Heather's thoughts. Uncensored.

Jen Z - You had no right. Just because the two of you are fucking, doesn't mean you can just attack me. What do you even know about the last year of mine and Nathan's relationship? Oh, just the things he has told you since we broke up? You mean the angry hurtful things he is probably saying about me to you? Yeeeaaahhh.... that's right. You guys deserve each other. I always knew I was the only thing standing in your way. I'm still open to continue communication with you, and I don't hate you... but you did piss me off. Do me a favor and JUST STAY OUT OF IT. Unless it specifically involves you, it is all between Nathan and I (and no one else).

Nathan - WTF? You sick your new/old fucktoy on me? For what? Oh, to give me anxiety problems that make it difficult for me to function at work? I couldn't breathe very well and my heart would not stop racing... all because I had to deal with you and your whorde (spelled with a 'w' on purpose, get the joke?) in an online battle. What is the fucking point?!? You give me health problems that I would rather not have. I have kept myself censored on here just so it wouldn't start any problems... the mushroom post was not intended for your eyes, I removed you from the filter, but seem to have forgotten to remove your music journal from it. Whatever, deal with it. You were the one prying, and did it make you happy? No more censoring from my end. I'm "purging" my censorship, so to speak. I am not trying to rub anything in your face. It's my journal, I should be able to talk about my life. My life is good right now, so that's what your going to see. And yes, we can be friends, but I think we should either wait a bit, or just take it very slow. Also, I would like my hookah and polka dot dishes and can you check the bottom shelf part of the coffee table for Sailor Moon vol 2? I admit I haven't gotten through the whole bag of stuff, but I haven't seen it yet and I am pretty sure you probably missed it 'cause I don't think you knew that it was hiding under the coffee table..... and I think I will be giving the candle stuff to Jacy and you can get it from her or Kris... I am almost done with Speaker for the Dead, so whenever you want that back... and let me know when your brother is done with the 2nd Twilight book.

Megan - I see the part where you meant well in your comment... but I don't think it did anybody any good. I never compared Nathan to excrement, and never intended to. You can purge many things, you know. Like you could purge air from an oxygen tank, as an example. I think you were the only one comparing him to excrement, though I know you don't think that and definitely did not intend to do so.

Alex - You are the only one who is totally neutral. You truly do not choose sides and that rocks. I know that when you talk to us individually, you can identify with our points and agree to some extent, but you don't discriminate. Also, hanging out tonight was awesome, we must do more of this! How long has it been since we just drove around listening to music??? Reminds me of when we met!

Jen (my jen) - Much love to you! You are an awesome friend and I can't wait to see you Saturday night!!

Ethan - I enjoyed your articulate and supportive comment!

Stephanie - I <3ed your comment. I agree, my sin is only that I have a developed vocabulary. Smart Heather FTW!

Brian O - I heard a rumor that there's going to be a Thundercats movie! And thanks for the comment, too! We should hang out some time and watch cartoons.

Big Matt - Thank you for the support in both Myspace and LJ!

Derek - Journalism FTW!

Nathan & Jen Z. both - Woooooooow.... I so knew that was going to happen. hahahahahahahahaha LAWL I cannot tell you how amused I am at the news of you two. It's pretty f-ing funny, to tell you the truth! Like I said above, I always knew I was the only thing standing in your way. Best of luck, I guess?

Jared - I will not quit LJ! :-P No wai. <3

Time for bed now.
I'm feeling...: crazycrazy
Heather Joneszerocoolphreak on November 21st, 2008 02:58 am (UTC)
being nice here, read please... worth discussing
ok, since you banned me from your LJ, I have to put my thoughts to your post here. Nothing petty and no name-calling in this at all... just Heather's side of the story and how she sees it. (this is part 1... LJ couldn't handle it all :-P)

First off, I would like to reiterate that fact that I was leaving everyone alone... I had not bothered Nathan because he had told me he never wanted to talk to me again etc. I gave him his space because that was what he asked for. I censored myself online because I didn't want to rub anything in anyone's face... I didn't post any details about my new relationship with Jared. I kept things vague and limited myself to "I'm excited about life." One day I decided that it was stupid to censor myself on my own journal/blog because they are mine and not anyone else's to tell me what I can or cannot post. I use one stupid verb that everyone takes the wrong way and suddenly I am the worst person on the planet. Suddenly it's "wow she is so mean to nathan blah blah blah" when in reality, I did not actually say that to Nathan, so I was in no way trying to be mean to him or berate him with my myspace blog. At this time, Nathan told Jen to post warlike comments in response. How did I react? The way I should have reacted when being attacked! And for the record, Nathan did not say anything about a "truce" until after I posted my last words. When he called for a truce, I stopped. I let sleeping dogs lie... I'm not usually one to provoke people, but when I am provoked, I aim to kill, because I know I can. Everyone should know that, and I know that Nathan knew that, but he jumped the guy anyway and started attacking me. Keep in mind now that I had been leaving him alone and had not even talked to him since the break-up. And my harsh words towards Jen? I never would have said it had she not attacked me. Me and her talked afterwards and both apologized to each other, so I ask that you please forget that let it be because it is no longer your place to pour salt in anyone's wounds. (actually, my initial response to Jen did not insult her or contain anything that horrible... but Nathan had to jump in and start really getting ridiculous, so my responses naturally changed to defend myself... and I never name-called on that post. I may have resorted to a few intelligent name-callings on LJ, but by that time I was really angry because Nathan just would not let it go. He was the one that started posting on my LJ with nasty comments.)

part 2 to follow, response got too long for LJ to handle :-P