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30 November 2008 @ 12:48 pm
*grumble grumble*  
I... have a swirling head of emotions right now... some self-doubt, some negativity... You can't have the good stuff without a little bit of bad stuff, ya know? I'm pretty happy lately, but today I just feel weird. Like I somehow woke up in a funk. I don't think I can even explain it properly.

sigh.

But just so we're all clear, none of this has anything to do with Nathan. I may be writing this the day after his show with Alex, but he has not influenced my strange mood today in any way. His break-up song that he played last night though... oh man it was hilarious! I honestly do not miss him at all. I guess I kinda feel bad for not missing him, but that's the truth. Things have been so much better for me it's not even funny. It seemed like there was really something missing in that song anyway... all he did near the end was repeat "You're gonna miss me" over and over... I know he can do better than that! It almost pains me to hear it, but not because of the content, because I know he can do so much better at song writing. The rest of their set sounded pretty good and solid though.

Ok, I'm done with this for now... I need to finish getting ready and go get Kim! X-mas bazaar FTW! :-P
 
 
I'm feeling...: confusedconfused