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21 December 2009 @ 02:40 am
a heart that hurts is a heart that works  
The newest Placebo album is seriously awesome... and a line from one of the songs has inspired a new theme for a mix cd! I want to make a right and wrong mix, possibly alternating with songs about doing right/wrong or have prominent lyrics about doing right/wrong. Songs that come to mind right away: Jimmie's Chicken Shack "Do Right," Placebo "Devil in the Details," Sublime "Wrong Way," Devil Makes 3 "Do Wrong Right," Social Distortion "I Was Wrong." I am open to suggestions please!!

Ah, so tonight I decided to throw on a dress and open a bottle of Bitch Bubbly and just have a little fun all to myself. This is going well so far! I really need to destress... Have a mentioned that I HATE the holidays??

So, let's get random! ha... I've been doing this wine thing for a bit now... I want to know when Alice is going to come to dvd, because I really want to watch it again and drool over Andrew Lee Potts. I'm a dork for netflixing everything of his I could find... :-P Other randoms: Talking to Chase on AIM makes me smile. Saw a commercial for the next Doctor Who special and OMG it looks amazing! Also, Avatar was soooo good... and a preview for the Clash of the Titans remake!!! I was pretty worried that they would ruin it, but I have to say that it looks promising! Aaaaaand... I have to pee...

I hate that feeling when there are a million things you want to say to someone, but you just can't. You're too afraid and there is an invisible barrier holding you back. Your heart wants to open yourself up, but your mind won't let it, and vice versa. I hate being so unsure and so afraid... it makes me feel like I am two different people.

Ahhh back to the bottle and then to bed... maybe some food in between. I keep getting too distracted to write any more.
I'm feeling...: drunkdrunkish
anaverinanaverin on December 21st, 2009 08:31 pm (UTC)
i need a copy!
Jen Bushsuperfrau on December 22nd, 2009 06:09 am (UTC)
I understand where you're coming from. I've got my own trust issues, but I know I'm a happier person for letting people in. Just take your time like you have been. If he's really the right one, and really worth your time, he'll understand.