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26 February 2011 @ 11:12 pm
Spending too much time on the borderline  
Work stress and frustration just keeps piling up... so tonight, I had myself a little emotional breakdown at work. Being sick certainly doesn't help. Or have I gotten sick because I'm so worn down from work? There's always too much stuff to do, and not enough time to do it. Days like today make it so hard to not just walk out and never come back! But I wouldn't do that. Things do need to start getting better though, or I might have to take some serious time off just to restore my sanity. I hate breaking down like that at work (or anywhere else for that matter)... but I hate people seeing me breakdown worse. Things were getting so much better with our last manager! I wasn't stressed by work so much anymore and I had a better attitude. But those days are gone, and so is my sanity. I just hope we get a new manager soon so we can all get things cleaned up and back on track. Happy employees make for happy customers.

In any case, this should be some damn good motivation to get my application in to Beau Monde so I can start school and get one step closer to being done with Fred Meyer... I never thought I'd be working there this long, but life has had it's hiccups and I've had to stick with it. It's time I got myself a career and start a postive life and future. But for tonight, I will lament and hope that I don't get a bruise from banging my head on the desk at work. :-(
I'm feeling...: distresseddistressed
candice-annettecandiceannette on February 28th, 2011 08:29 pm (UTC)
You're such a trooper.. I hope one day you can quit Freddy's in a really epic way.. for now, hang onto the job you've got and keep working towards you goals. Love ya' girly.